Being the stronger person is exhausting....

As of now I work a full time job along with three other small jobs on the side. This weekend I have come to realize that I have to get yet another part time job. The situation I am in is completely alone with Connor who solely depends on me. The help that I have gotten will most probably stop all together with the way things are going. So in order to keep the condo I just purchased and Connor in his ah-mazing school it calls for yet another job. Everyone says that I am a strong person, someone who isn't afraid of work, and determined. These things are true yes, but a part of me feels that it's unfair that I have to pick up the slack for those who aren't willing to step up. I give 110% to my child financially, emotionally, and providing for him. Please don't get me wrong my son is worth every little bit of it, but now I will have to spend more time away from him so eventhough I am making up for it financially he is missing out on time with his mom. I hope and pray that one day things will be different, easier, smoother, and simple. For now I have to put on the super mom cape and try not to get too worn out from it all.

Until the next time.....